Thursday, June 16, 2011

Responsibility of life was tired

Wife gray hair and wrinkles crisscross, she is dying to lie in bed, holding the hand of the men not to put: "I'm afraid I dead companion, I still need to do next time your wife." His casual way: "the doctor said you'll be better soon, don't blather." His heart was eager to her, but she still leave quickly so "love" him.
His wife and cancer tangled up had breast cancer and was soon, because technology developed ovarian cancer, she maintained the life, but lost a woman the most proud of * * * * and uterus. But god is still don't pass her, years later, her stroke, very not easy ran out from death, ended up a mouth side, and DaiBen thumbs and the ugly kind, talk slurred, the life cannot provide for oneself, however god, meet again leading her diabetes hit the most let her, the fear is that the doctor told her for high blood pressure, high blood fat accumulated for a long time, her blood vessels had malignant cancer.
The doctor said she survive a week, he did all finally a duty, yue night keep beside her. The old woman bark face rare to smile, a ray of sunshine as to his back, as thin as demon grinning.
His deep inside, there was a kind of ecstasy, he can finally get rid of this woman, he and the opportunity for forty years, etc. If there is a move, he'd do a pig acutting board, also don't want to see her, to her tired of already stretched to the limit, as people who travels to a relief as the stock market heading for the hills.
When young, he graduated from technical secondary school came to the strange city, into a factory technician, he has when introduced to her the local girl, and she is not pretty, also don't understand likable, is a worker. He said to her, but not to love a didn't have the money for the foreigner, the scope of the choice is not big, can find the wife has good, still dare picky somebody else? But some say the poor, a spouse as laid-off workers to buy food, can choose those who as the worst of the cheapest.
Although women's income is less than half the men, but because of the "native" this yellow card in hand, she easily control the man in charge of the economy, the court house. See the other people's house started to build a new house, women are still living in rent room, her fury than a day for a day. She called him incompetent, also call myself, as long as YouYanWuZhu see him shadow, her mouth can't calm down. In the face of such shrew, neighbor to ear quiet, advised him to move quickly.
The man finally got a promotion, he a big for the house. Woman's mouth halted for a period of time, she told everyone he said: "my man though nothing skill, wins in honest and reliable, not like some men slept." Man this time pick up back some dignity. But as children, her mouth fee rises and busy. As long as hear her voice, he felt the end of the world.
"Get a divorce? Such a woman you are not be enough?" One friend to persuade.
"The child still small children, etc......" He reluctantly said. One mistake of marriage, but forfeits decades of time, such injustice perfection and for what? "Responsibility" two words like sun wukong head of magic spells.
Wait until the child for a family, he finally spit of relief, he waited for this day wait until a long, he has enough reason to divorce. He is only 50 years old, and capital to love again. But god punish him in. She had uterine cancer, "divorce" two words have spit to his lips and swallow to his stomach. Her illness as if know his mind and a wave of not stop and have a wave, until now the vascular carcinoma.
Let his heart, even if she is already sick mind is not clear, still does not forget to blame him.
The doctor notice him, she's gagging. His heart and a ecstasy, he can finally get rid of the damned presenting the woman.
Her eyes infinite attaching, her voice have been: "you hate me... you must have hated me... but I love you, my in the mind only you and the child, do you love me?..."
The presence of doctors and nurses are the eyes moist, he did not to be quiet, they tried to encourage him to speak out, to let the souls of the dead to rest.
"I have no other woman, but I do not love you, it does not love, you XiaBei don't seek me, I owe you this life has paid off." The man laughed, he doesn't need to act. Everyone is startled, his performance and past the image of the good man is completely different. Women with his fingers, two eyes, she holds it back on top of this movement, she thought the air conquer this honest man, died just before it in his heart, she know nothing.
Women and make life are made his name, he became an example of the man, the reporter interviewed him, his image be very bright.
Thou dragon said: "the woman this thing, sometimes JiQuanBuNing, not and clearly coldly." The first time he realized clearly, the taste of QiQiCanCan coldly, not her voice, he was not free. He runs to her, had to admit that, for decades, he is used to this woman god ghost hatred voice. Those Lonely as smell like fireworks, every corner of the house. He has been cursed her death, also his earlier freedom, now free, the soul is at a loss.......
The martial arts novel fan has become old man, has not been able to look for love, even if there is a elephant huang2 rong2 as smart as beautiful woman standing in front of him, he can do? He already old.
Before long, he moved to the nursing home, and soon, he died

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